4.05.2015

i am


I am new beginnings
and feet that haven't learned to walk,
but I will do so one day
and pave my own path
every step of the way.


I am following in your footsteps
and trying to fill too big shoes too quick
because daddy,
I want to be just like you
and I don't know how else to do it.


I am youth.
I am seventh through twelfth grade
trying to be my own color
but still making sure I fit the mold
of all the others walking this same
rough terrain.


I am the blisters
and the aching muscles
and the bruised bones
and the strength that follows
and the pain that allows
all of this
beauty to take place.


I am resilience,
dedication,
and
perseverance beyond the failures;
I am greatness.


I am brave,
risking my life;
I am marching
day by day
sacrificing myself
for the freedom
of those I love.


I am despised,
hated,
 and pretty damn ugly,
but also
a little
misunderstood.


I am a legend.
Those who try
to walk in my shoes
will find that they will never fit
anyone's feet but mine.
Because legends
never die.


I am promises;
for better,
for worse,
for in-between.
I am taking the path
with your footsteps
parallel to mine.


I am the small things.
I am the moments 
when time stops
and rain falls,
I am enjoying life
among the storms.


I am endurance.
I continue through the pain,
eyes fixed on my destination.
I know I'm headed for the finish line
but I'll do my best to enjoy the journey
until I make it there.

7 comments:

  1. Ok. This is great. And i guess i just feel like this means something more than letters on a computer screen. It means a heck of a lot more and thank you for that.

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  2. I loved the crocs one!!! Lol'd a lot there.

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  3. Ah Maddie you are a wonderful blogger! This post was the cats pajamas

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  4. This is so right.
    So good.
    Top 5 right here.

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  5. this was a new thought. and i like it! mj and weddings and crocs were the best!

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  6. I love how this felt like a breath of fresh air. Amazing post.

    Those who try to walk in my shoes will find that they will never fit anyone's feet but mine.

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  7. I always love your posts. Funny enough, i just found out that my computer doesn't post comments, but just know that i have seriously been commenting on everything of yours.:P Awesome post.

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